“We had been dating for a year when I asked him, out of the blue, if he had a pornography problem. His answer started a journey I never could have expected.”

“I became so involved and obsessed with this business that it was taking over every part of my life. I discovered that I was developing the ‘fetish.'”

“I was threatened by agents that attempted to rape me. I was taken advantage of from men offering me scenes after I had sex with them—only to never get the contract.”

“I became hooked to porn as time progressed and the access became more easy. But a strange trend followed me as well: depression.”

“Things about porn that used to excite me and turn me on, do nothing but disgust me now. I finally feel clean from watching all that stuff for a decade.”

Watch these passionate advocates actually have a civil, productive conversation about porn and take notes the next time you’re talking about porn’s harms with someone.

No one deserves to feel like they aren’t worth loving. Whether you and your partner decide to fight for the relationship, or go your separate ways, there are resources to help both you and your partner.

Within weeks of getting caught, I was back at it. I was far too scared about how my wife would react if I told her I had fallen again.

We invite you to consider the facts before consuming porn. If you have a brain or relationships, and want to live in a healthy society, this podcast is for you.

“The more real my pain was, the more I cried from the depth of my depths, the more abuse I took, the more my videos were watched.”

As our reach continues to grow, we’re debuting one of the biggest resources we’ve ever created. Introducing: FTND’s docuseries, “Brain, Heart, World.”

Everyone knows about porn, but not everyone knows about the brutal treatment and abuse that performers often go through to create it. Hear from 10 popular performers reveal what it’s really like to be part of the world’s “sexiest” job.